ground breaking ceremony

test, test, and we're off!

after months and months of hiding in the dark, i've finally picked an auspicious day and time to start a blog again! actually no, it was more of laziness and somehow i got bored and decided to do something time consuming instead of studying maths.

it was also partly due to reading my neighbour's blog. so much emotion conveyed in a post. of course you can't expect her to be emotional in every post but yeah, posts which are supposed to be full of emotion really carry the message across.

i realized blogs are a means to keep in contact with people whom you don't meet everyday but are still part of your life. when i deleted my previous blog, i think i lost contact with a few of my friends because we are not the type who go msging each other 'i miss you's and that type of shit. i'm sure many people don't do this shit. unless you're a girl. haha. checking my blog daily and going to my friends' blog became an as and when affair only if i wasn't too lazy. likewise for others, i don't think they knew what the heck i was up to after i deleted the blog because that was sorta liek teh only casual means of communication without any party having to make any serious effort. from this, you can tell i'm lazy and i have lazy friends. haha.

i think i'm totally isolated form this world. i used to say fuck my school and blame my lack of friends here on it. i didn't think friends can be made here at all. but then i realized it's not the school; it's the fucking class. except for a few people, i don't think i clicked with anyone at all. the class i was in was like a collection basin for losers so you had something like a pot luck party of losers. thinking again, those losers don't really make any difference if you still make friends with the normal people. so the conclusion is, i'm the root of the problem.

alamak! i've like only 1 or 2 people's names in my phone (that 1person's name not counted). damn it man, being a genius is so hard. and damn it too, i think i've become soft. time to get my fantastic 'A' Level results and fuck off from this school!