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finally it's saturday! i didn't really enjoy weekends last time bcause i preferred school. weekends meant seeing my father which is kinda intimidating. now that i've grown up, in addition to school being totally 100% piece of shit, i love saturdays! i can go out at at will and meet up with that idiot too if i feel like it. haha.

it was quite a short week because it started on a monday. yeah 1 less day of a piece of shit. the week was made even shorter because on thursday, there was a special occasion. so friday will be like a groggy period when u just wake up from a dream. haha. was 'sick' on thursday so missed practice. bloody hell the teachers in charge totally suck. one is a freak the other is a control freak. polling day on saturday, so they die die must replace. fuck they put it on thursday even though there was guitar concert after that. 1.5hours. do what? warm up? assholes.

anyway ponned that shit for something much much more important and exclusive.

and on friday, had CIP helping out at the childcare centre. kakkak was like painting horror stories with the kids running all over her head, the kind you see in movies. haha could really sense dread when we were walking towards the place she was like whining, 'why do i have to go? can i not go?' those horror stories really almost became true when we stepped into the classroom.

'you again ar?'

haha wow that was fast. let's describe the place: small classroom with the plastic tables and chairs. whiteboard on the wall but it's to assign chores. teacher's table at the front corner of the classroom. and at the front, there's a statue of Mother Mary. on each tables, there's the same verse? or palsm? pasted on the top left corner. could tell it's a holy place. other than that, there was a shelf filled with board games with the protective guardian constantly nagging them to finish their work.

haha the kids number about 8, so we took 1 or 2 under our wing. we were supposed to 'guard' them and make them do their assessments. i asked the little kid i was guarding, Ansel, if they had to do this everyday. yup but after that they get to play. then they called the guardian, Auntie Valerie, she was called, an old hag. haiz little kids. but understandable la. haha.

Ansel was like a typical kid. whole day playing with the other kids. kakkak and yl got the tricky 1. sooooooooooo SMALL yet so disruptive. i think he's hardly up to my elbows la. haha. playing with their retractable pens and trying to poke kakkak's boobs. hahahahahahahahaha. damn funny. and they know what's the meaning of 'hot'. then they whisper it as if it's some bad word and giggle. haha.

'do you know what the meaning of 'hot'? it means sexy.' then giggles all around. hahaha.

then there's also talk about dragons and dungeons. i swear kids are getting more and more educated nowadays la! my 'education' also began around that time but i don't think it was that in depth. haha. then finally 5p.m. and we left. the kids chionged to play badminton. haha waves by to them.

hmmm one of them looks like my bro when he was young. long lanky and skinny type. the face also about the same. hahaa but my bro was quieter. not sure if dumber too. hahahaha.

commitment and to commit... what's the difference?